Why Is There Country Music On Here??

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Sabor A Mi

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For so long we have enjoyed this love
Our souls got so close
that I keep your taste
but you also carry
a taste of me

If you would deny my presence in your life
I would suffice to embrace you and talk
so much of my life I gave to you
that you cannot help but having
a taste of me

I am not trying to be your owner
I am nothing, I have no vanity
Of my life, I give the best
I am so poor, what else can I give?

A thousand years may pass
many more
I don’t know whether love exists in eternity
But there just as here
in your mouth you will carry
a taste of me

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Tanto tiempo disfrutamos de este amor
Nuestras almas se acercaron tanto así
Que yo guardo tu sabor
pero tu llevas tambien
sabor a mí
Sin negaras mi presencia en tu vivir
bastaría con abrazarte y conversar
Tanta vida yo te di
que por fuerza tienes ya
sabor a mí
No pretendo ser tu dueño
No soy nada, yo no tengo vanidad
De mi vida, doy lo bueno
Soy tan pobre que otra cosa puedo dar?
Pasarán mas de mil años
muchos más
Yo no se si tenga amor la eternidad
Pero alla tal como aquí
en la boca llevaras
sabor a mí

Besame Mucho

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Stress, Anxiety, Fear, Insecurities

Sometimes things going on in one’s life can really affect the person as a whole. For instance, stress, anxiety, and fear can lead one to act differently than they normally would in many situations because when the combination of all that builds up it can change a person’s character a great deal. Stress and anxiety alone can make a person doubt himself and may lead to other insecurities. And that in and of itself can lead to making bad decisions, based on your insecurities, rather than based on your rational thoughts. I know I have personally have had some insecurities about things in past year or so and have had some issues with anxiety. This is mostly due to fear of losing my job which seemed to be looming over my head for the past year and was driving me crazy on a daily basis, almost to the point of making me hate my job. There is of course the ever present stress that comes from raising a family as a single parent but I found that to be surprisingly easy until I began feeling uneasy about whether my job was going to lay me off like they had been doing to everyone else. That is something that had been bothering me a great deal for a while now and I am happy to say that I feel a great weight has been lifted off me now that I have overcome that fear. Life in general is much easier to deal with on a day-to-day basis now. I can focus on the bigger things in life and not feel the need to worry about small issues like I had been doing so often lately. I know that at a point, I put a strain on a friendship because it was seemingly one of the few important things I had left in my life that was going just right, and of course, I messed that up as well because I was too worried about every small detail because it felt like all I had left and I didn’t want it going wrong too. I would be lucky if that person would still remain my friend after all I put my friend through. One day, I hope I can be forgiven for that but if it doesn’t happen…oh well. There was also the anxiety and fear I felt because of an issue that needed to be taken care of but obstacles kept getting in the way of it getting done. One of those major obstacles was time…time to take care of what needed to be done. When the time was finally available, the issue was taken care of, and yet another weight, lifted from my chest, helping me move forward with ease…without the need to worry about small things. It’s going to take some getting used to, but I am already feeling like I am back to my old self. I feel empowered and ready to take on anything. So what does this mean? I really don’t feel I need to say what it means. Just remember that IABTYAIAWB!

I Am Better Than You And I Always Will Be! 

My Best Friend Means The World to Me

Yesterday I was talking amongst friends and my best friend was there. I was laughing and making jokes at my best friend’s expense. I wasn’t being such a good friend and well…I know my best friend was mad at me, even if for only a little while. I felt really bad and apologized. I was told don’t worry about it, but I do worry. It really bothers me to know that I can be so insensitive at times, especially when it comes to my best friend. Well, it all came down to this. I made fun of something that my best friend used to always use and that bother’s my best friend a lot. It was my friend’s old chair. And it just so happens that, after talking about it and laughing, my chair broke. Well deserved punishment for being a big asshole to someone I care so much about. Remember, even if you can’t tell your friends everyday how much you care about them, you can at least show it in your actions and your words. My best friend means the world to me and I don’t always show that.  And when your actions don’t show it, your friends feel it. Don’t be an asshole to the people you love…you just might have to go buy a new chair.

I Go Crazy

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Sad Girl

How Can You Mend A Broken Heart?

Can We Pretend

Can we pretend
That from now on
There is no yesterday
Paint a portrait of tomorrow
With no colors from today

There’s a light that shines in your face sometimes
That takes my feelings wraps them around your need
But there’s a shadow hiding in your heart sometimes
That makes my feelings turn back in on me.

Can we pretend
The pain is gone
And go our merry way
Paint a portrait of tomorrow
With the colors bright and gay

There’s a light that shines in your face sometimes
That takes my feelings wraps them around your need
But there’s a shadow hiding in your heart sometimes
That makes my feelings turn back in on me.

If I Can’t Have You